Life | Update on my crazy life

So that time is coming,

The time I have to leave my city to go back to school. The time I don't want

to come its sucks really hard ._____.' But I have/need to, if I wanna graduate.

Although my head is a mess lately,and I cant decided what's what I really really 

really want in life. I never though it would be this hard for me, I always had some

passion for art and always got involved with it since I was a little kid. The thing is,

MY COUNTRY.

Back in my homeland, everything is -excuse me the word- 'f up', there's not

enough jobs to everyone and basically if you wanna work on your "area" you NEED

to have really good contacts, otherwise... you my friend are screwed.

That's why I am -how my mom calls me- everythicyan or in spanish "todologa"

cause I'm prepared to do anything, whatever it takes to get where I wanna be.

Even if I don't start working as a designer, I still got the hope of working somewhere

in that area. Plus, my passion for cosmetology fights once in a while with my mind.

So who knows? maybe I start cosmetology school after and maybe I'd be better at that.

you never know right?

SO; I need some advice here,

What do you think Im better at? or What do you see me doing?

Cosmetology?

Photography?

Design?

Blogger? [lol no]

Running my own small company?

any other option?